Monday September 6, 2004
This entry that is. I wasn't even going to post because I'm on a trough instead of a crest, but then I decided that would be skewing things. So here's the state of the life today:
Tired, listless and (predictably) gloomy.
Didn't sleep well (again) last night. That makes two nights in a row which accounts somewhat for the description above.
Yesterday I decided that I needed a day off from worry, etc. Once I'd bored myself sufficiently by doing not much at all, I got enthused about doing more organizing in the dungeon that is my living quarters. Then got a bug about finding a particular book that I want to read instead of the one I am which is much dryer than I thought it'd be when I picked it up at a used book place a while ago. (Can't win them all!)
Even though I have seen the book I have a yen to read in a box through which I pawed a week or so ago (looking for something else altogether, of course), I absolutely could not locate that same box yesterday afternoon/evening. I'm pretty sure I know what the label on the box said too. And almost certain I know what the box looked like (not like the majority - but maybe that's where I went wrong?).
I DO know that it was opened at one point and used that as one of the criteria for gaining access (think of a three dimensional tile game --- you know, the ones with one tile missing and you have to slide them around and around to get them where you want? --- but the 'tiles' are 2,3 and 4 cubic foot boxes).
The 'game' left me feeling frustrated and overwhelmed by the prospect of organizing these boxes (and tossing some contents while I'm at it...). I don't want to spend too many more hours trying to locate things, however, so something's got to be done. Eventually.
I fought the urge to sleep yesterday afternoon, too. Thinking a nap would disrupt my sleep pattern even further. Did the same this afternoon. Went for a walk and found it is really quite warm and humid out. (My quarters are a bit on the chilly side, so I presumed, silly I, that it was actually coolish out in the real world, too.)
It's a little early for bed right now I think. I'll try to make it until 8 at least and then I'll crash and hopefully sleep a whole night's worth. It makes such a difference in my thought patterns and ability to do stuff. And I am going to be doing stuff tomorrow, namely visiting the liver specialist for an 'evaluation' and then a clinic that's taking on new patients.
I warned you this wasn't worth reading - didn't I?
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